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Chestnut Hill Reservoir, Boston MA

06 June 2012

Summer Order


It's a phrase that I first picked up in the novitiate, the first two years of my Jesuit formation. The exact form of "summer order" has differed in the various communities in which I've lived over the past eight years, but generally it refers to a slightly different pace and rhythm of activities during those months outside of the academic calendar. Here at Holy Cross, it brings the promise of socializing on our front patio after Mass, even eating dinner there, taking advantage of the short season New England offers for such pleasures. There's a more casual feel to the house; I no longer think twice about wearing a soccer jersey to dinner, maybe even to Mass if one of my two favorite national teams (Mexico or Chile) is playing. (Thanks to my Jesuit brothers in these two countries for introducing me to this habit... no pun intended.) This season also speaks of greater mobility; within a week of Commencement, nearly a third of the community had departed for destinations around the globe: immersion trips, a pilgrimage, conferences, annual retreats. I hit the road tomorrow, first to New York for a few days of gatherings that will culminate in the priestly ordination of three Jesuits, then to New Orleans for a weeklong workshop on management and administration– the latest body of skills and experience that I've been developing.

I'll have my fair share of work and leisure, engaged activity and contemplative retreat, days on the road and days here in Worcester, during the summer months. While I'll strive to sustain my foundational rhythm of prayer and reflection, and the attentiveness to God in all things and all people that it fosters, amidst my comings and goings, I'm grateful for a different order that shifts the patterns of my days, and contributes richly and seamlessly into the ongoing journey of my life. The familiar and more intense pace of the academic year will return soon enough... three months from now, we'll be through the first week of class. In the meantime, summer order is a welcome change, and one that my brothers and I are certainly appreciating after a good year at the College and in our various apostolates around the city.

01 June 2012

48-3-6

It's not a padlock combination, nor a mathematics puzzler, nor a stat line from any sport I know. Rather, these three numbers each anchor a set of memories, insights, and pursuits that comprised an adventurous Memorial Day weekend in good company.

48: The Appalachian Mountain Club recognizes four dozen peaks in New Hampshire's White Mountains that exceed 4,000 feet in elevation, and in 1957 established a club comprised of those who have successfully summited each of these peaks. Some incredibly ambitious, experienced, and mildly fanatical hikers have done them all in the course of a single season (even winter). Others take their time. As summer unofficially opened last Saturday, I joined a group assembled by one of my friends to celebrate her completion of this effort, which began in her youth when she accompanied her father for his last round of peaks on the list. On a splendid day– mild, sunny, with gentle breezes and a few passing clouds– father, daughter, and friends not only climbed two peaks, but celebrated and shared the successful pursuit of a goal situated in the context of family and a love of the natural world. Inspired by the event whose significance we honored with our presence, a number of us spoke of setting the same goal for ourselves, though without a firm deadline.

Guess who bagged her 47th and 48th peaks?
Claude makes it official: the USGS marker at Osceola (4,340').
Footloose, blister free, and beyond content.

3: By my reckoning, I can credit myself with three of the 48 peaks on the 4,000-footer list: Oscoela and East Osceola (above) and Washington (last summer). Over the course of the three-day weekend, I roamed through three states, reached three peaks, and spent about three hours on each ascent and descent. Along with a good Jesuit friend and hiking buddy (who gladly allowed me to bring him on a mountainous expedition for the third consecutive year), in strolling around Burlington for roughly three hours, I've decided that it's my favorite little city in New England... a small yet vibrant downtown, fabulous views of Lake Champlain, a charming state university campus, and a good feel that transcends words. If it weren't more than 200 miles from Worcester, I'd probably go there more often.

Lake Champlain and the Adirondacks from Burlington VT
Church Street Marketplace, Burlington VT

6: On Memorial Day itself, I completed a hiking goal of my own– reaching all six state high points in New England during my regency assignment in Worcester. Reaching back to a May Day summiting of Massachusetts' Mount Greylock with a dear friend in 2010, and attaining the three highest (and two most challenging) peaks in the company of the same Jesuit companion, it's been a good two-year journey. This quest has taken me to some lovely and isolated corners of New England, and also provoked no small degree of concerned inquiry from elder Jesuits in my community in the weeks before each trip. "What sort of equipment will you need?" (Just hiking boots, comfortable clothing, adequate food and water, modest first aid gear, and a good sense of humor.) "What about wild animals?" (Toads are common but hard to spot; bears lurked unseen; a juvenile bull moose was more than happy to make our acquaintance.) "What if you slip and fall?" (Depends on where you are. You might land on the very rock you're trying to traverse, or you could skitter down the steep pitches of a knife-edge summit ridge and plummet all the way to the hereafter.)

Mount Mansfield VT: Summit Ridge view
Mount Mansfield VT summit (4,393')
Impending doom: rain above treeline.
Advice to hikers: If you can tell that the rain is coming,
it's time to head downstairs!

In any case, checking off my 6th high point– Vermont's Mount Mansfield– occurred without the fanfare and triumph of a grueling ascent like Katahdin or Washington, but far exceeded the simplicity of tree-bounded strolls in Rhode Island and Connecticut. The mile-long summit ridge that we walked from treeline to summit, through fragile alpine vegetation vulnerable to footsteps yet nearly impervious to frigid temperatures and howling winds, induced a humbled, contemplative silence as I beheld a full circle of 50-mile visibility. The majestic progress of a rain shower– the only one I encountered all weekend– across the Adirondacks and Lake Champlain became a literally ridiculous and short-lived menace as its path carried it to the summit from which we beheld its approach for a little too long. "What happens when it rains up in the mountains?" I could hear my brothers asking back home. (Well, if you're above treeline, the rain doesn't quite fall... it hurtles freely.)

Greeley Pond Trail, White Mountain National Forest NH

There's plenty to tackle between now and Labor Day: a workshop in New Orleans, a conference in Baltimore, two conferences at Holy Cross (one I'm helping to organize, another for which I've submitted a session proposal), my annual 8-day retreat, sustenance of life-giving friendships and fraternal bonds, and no shortage of mountains in this lovely corner of the country. Having kicked a big item off my bucket list, I'm grateful for this strong and memorable start to the "academic summer," and eager to keep hiking the trails that lie before me.

25 May 2012

The Class of 2012

With yesterday's awards ceremony and Baccalaureate Mass, and today's Commencement Exercises, the members of the Class of 2012 have graduated from the College of the Holy Cross. I've been blessed by their company throughout this academic year, and pray for their continued happiness, success, and growth as they continue their journeys through life. The campus is certainly much quieter without them tonight.

Awards Ceremony
Dinand Library
After passing through a gauntlet of faculty applause (at left),
the Class of 2012 takes the field.

Congratulations, graduates!

23 May 2012

Tools of the Trade

Still life with frame and chain.

Twenty-some years old, and still going strong.
The only thing she lacks is a granny gear.
As my post-marathon recovery enters its third week, the imminent conclusion of the academic year, the arrival of warmer weather, and the coming Memorial Day weekend have renewed my enthusiasm and ambition in the realms of fitness, recreation, and exploration. Two Fridays ago, after a slightly early finish at work, I claimed a section of the driveway for the joyful toil involved in disassembling, cleaning, and reassembling the road bike I was given by a family friend when I was in high school. Despite a lack of professional knowledge and a dearth of equipment pertient to bicycle maintenance, I still took great pride in getting reacquainted with the bicycle's components, as well as the elegant design and sound craftsmanship involved in this light yet powerful machine. Since then, I've put 35 miles on it, and I'm pretty sure that its gears are in better shape than my legs, at least for now. In any event, I've been enthralled by the synergy between the Trek's whirring wheels and my body's cycling heart– both creating something much more than the sum of their parts.

Ready for another season of New England summits.
Lest I spend too much time on the pavement between cycling and running this summer, I've made a list of mountains to climb and trails to explore. Wasting no time, this Memorial Day weekend is booked with plans for two separate trips. First, a two-summit day hike in New Hampshire with a group of friends that should see one of them successfully conclude an effort to climb each of that state's 4,000-foot peaks (all 48 of them). The next day, a long journey to northern Vermont with a good Jesuit friend to successfully complete a bucket list item of my own: reaching the highest point in each of the six New England states. [Stay tuned for a retrospective entry on this particular endeavor.] These boots (made for hiking) have seen many adventures, and I'm eager to stick my feet in them for many more miles of backcountry trails and rock scrambles above treeline during the months ahead.

Every good adventure deserves a break along the way.
One of the books that I read last year, Matthew Crawford's Shop Class as Soulcraft, explored the relationships between people and machines, and the effects of a technological age on the ability to understand and manipulate the workings of the tools that we use. Crawford expresses concerns about making items so "user-friendly" that the user no longer has direct control over them; he cites automatic faucets in public restrooms as a key example. While I happily leave skilled work on my community's vehicle fleet to the experts, I do find a measure of satisfaction in being adept at checking and replacing certain fluids, changing tires, and handling similar minor issues in order to keep a Prius like the one above running smoothly.

Crawford Notch, NH
My summer adventures into New England's splendid and varied natural scenery will certainly entail keeping myself in shape. Yet they'll also involve the use of some tools whose utility, craft, and intricacy impress me anew. From hybrid drivetrains to rugged bike chains, from boots to Birkenstocks (a delightfully soothing reward for my feet after a day of running, hiking, and/or cycling), fresh appreciation of the items that bear me into the wilderness is laying the groundwork for savoring the places to which I'll travel, and the people with whom I'll soon share those journeys.

18 May 2012

Empty Grandeur II

The seniors will notice a few changes when they return to campus in a few days. Lawns are being cut, shrubs are being trimmed, and flowers are being planted in newly-mulched beds around various buildings.

Smith Hall and the Hill Dorms

A variety of banners highlighting themes of Jesuit education appeared around a central gathering space.



Buildings that were heavily used during finals week are being cleaned and put back into order. While checking out some summer reading items, the librarian gestured to five fully loaded book trucks marked "Returns." Over in the science complex, the detritus of marathon study sessions is being scoured from countless nooks and crannies.

Dinand Library– packed to the gills a few days ago, now eerily empty.

Benches such as these will surely facilitate many more good conversations, and witness a few tears, as the members of the Class of 2012 take their leave.

A senior and I had a long chat here the other evening.

After gifting this community and this city for four years, they'll receive hard-earned diplomas, as well as grand and well-deserved blessings, from a grateful College next week. I can already taste the bittersweet mix of emotion gathering in the atmosphere, awaiting expression amidst both well-planned pageantry and serendipitous encounters between seniors, parents, professors, administrators, Jesuits, and staff. For now, it remains strangely quiet, a tranquil prelude to the year's final movements.

16 May 2012

Empty Grandeur


Final exams have ended. The last of the underclassmen (except RAs) seem to have moved out, a year (or two, or three) at Holy Cross under their belts. Nearly thirty students and a handful of chaplains entered the silence of the five-day Spiritual Exercises retreat this evening. While many of my Jesuit brethren are grateful for the peace that attends the close of a busy semester, not to mention the conclusion of grading final papers and exams, I already find myself missing the students who contribute so much to this school's identity and the vitality of this beautiful campus. While most of the seniors have departed to enjoy a few days on Cape Cod and elsewhere, before returning for the social events of Senior Week, a handful have chosen to remain here, engaging in one last, long, loving contemplation of the home they've created, and been created by, at Holy Cross. The Class of 2012, and legions of their proud admirers, will assemble next Thursday and Friday for the pomp, circumstance, and emotion of Baccalaureate Mass and Commencement. In the meantime, if my stroll this evening through a suddenly empty campus is any indication, every nook and cranny will continually hum with the echoes of the fine young men and women who breathed life into this community throughout the year.


14 May 2012

Memorization

Throughout the semester, my weekly rhythm has included attending a 10pm Mass each Tuesday in a cozy downstairs chapel. Though I often arrive tired after a long day of work, my spirits (if not my physical energy) gently revive amidst the curving lines of the walls and ceiling, the familiar dialogue of the prayers spoken by priest and people, and the community of students who, like me, are faithfully present each week. Lately, the topic of rhetoric has consistently appeared in our conversations after Mass, inviting dialogue about the value of carefully crafted (and delivered) speeches, inspirational and thought-provoking poetry, and literature in a linguistic context increasingly saturated by social media and its concomitant reduction of language to a more abbreviated and far less eloquent form.

Last Tuesday, three of us made good on a friendly promise (in the eyes of the rest of the regular attendees, a lively challenge that they supported) to recite the Gettysburg Address from memory. Having done this before, I relished the opportunity to renew my acquaintance with my favorite piece of rhetoric from the history of the United States. This Tuesday's challenge concerns the poem below; one of my favorites from the work of Robert Frost, it's lodged in my memory no less firmly than the words of President Lincoln. As an additional twist, this being the final weekday night Mass of the semester (exams conclude on Wednesday, and many students, apart from the seniors, have already left campus for the summer), I've invited members of our informally regular group to bring a poem or inspirational passage– whether memorized or not– that speaks to the adventures of the semester, represents a particularly apt expression of one's thought and feeling, or embodies the delightful dexterity of language and imagery.

Committing these two works to memory took some effort; not an excessively arduous endeavor, but hardly a straightforward one. Repeatedly reciting each clause or phrase, gradually forging them into paragraphs as one adds links to a chain, slowly ingrained the flow of these words into the same mental pathways that allow me to navigate Boston without a map, recall the street addresses of Jesuit communities I once called home, and remember friends' birthdays with a reasonably strong degree of accuracy and timeliness. Yet Lincoln's speech and Frost's poem are more than mere data to be catalogued by neural chemistry; they are poignant, emotional expressions of human experience as deep and intricate as any robust conversation, and no less of an exchange between speaker and listener. The process of memorization, to me, has brought me into a stronger relationship with these men whose works (and lives) I increasingly admire. For in getting to know their words, I become (I imagine) more familiar with their manner of seeing the world, perceiving its inherent meanings, and expressing their personal hopes, dreams, and fears for that world and its people in light of their own experience. Moreover, having stood on the rural Pennsylvania battlefield where Lincoln delivered the two-minute speech whose enduring significance far surpassed his stated assessment of its power, and encountered any number of divergent paths in yellowed woods both material and spiritual, I feel as if my own efforts at memorizing words inspired by, and echoing in, such landscapes attain some fleeting approximation of the labors undertaken there by Lincoln and Frost to develop these now-timeless expressions.

Whatever pieces of poetry and prose I choose to memorize in the future– suggestions are welcome– I hope to deepen the graces that have recently attended such efforts. Whether it's a newfound "relationship" with an eloquent author, an additional bond strengthening an existing community, or an opportunity to hone one's mental fitness or recapture the splendor of language, I'm gladdened to discover anew that, the more I remember, the more I learn.

"The Road Not Taken"

Two roads diverged in a yellow wood,
And sorry I could not travel both
And be one traveler, long I stood
And looked down one as far as I could
To where it bent in the undergrowth;

Then took the other, as just as fair,
And having perhaps the better claim,
Because it was grassy and wanted wear
Though as for that the passing there
Had worn them really about the same,

And both that morning equally lay
In leaves no step had trodden black.
Oh, I kept the first for another day!
Yet knowing how way leads on to way,
I doubted if I should ever come back.

I shall be telling this with a sigh,
Somewhere ages and ages hence:
Two road diverged in a wood, and I–
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference.

– Robert Frost


Mt. Greylock
Adams MA